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i forgot what 3D looked/felt like.

i have so many bermuda pictures to put up that i've slowly started going through, but for now here's a video with most of the little video clips i took:



and we got a dog :) her name is snoopy, which i think is kind of a dumb name but she's 3 so it's a litle late to change it. i'm just going to call her "snoop-a-loop" like frank the tank in old school.



the doctor put me on blood pressure pills which sucks. i don't like medication too much. but i got my eye prescription too so i was able to get glasses! my prescription is totally weird but i'm just thankful i'm able to see better out of my left eye. some of the lenses the optometrist put in front of my left eye were amazing, and i could see crazy clear. but they were so strong that she said i wouldn't be able to get used to the difference. she said most people were used to a +1.5 difference in each eye but anything more than that made them dizzy. mine's about a +3 difference, haha. oh well. i got these bad boys (without sunglass lenses) are in the mail.



hopefully they don't look too cheesy in person.

i have to go to work meow.

ok i should update.

first, cat never did come home. i'm pretty sad about it but life moves on, i guess. cleaning up her eating area and donating all her food was a shitty/necessary process to move on. a coyote ran out in the middle of the street yesterday and i almost hit it out of spite. but i'm not an asshole so i slowed down.

i went to bermuda, i have a stupid amount of pictures to post. my nana gave me a gold necklace that my boppa gave to my mimi (great grandpa and great grandma). cue blubbery cryface. in bermuda me and my nana gave the rest of some pizza we got to this homeless guy with a guitar and he played us a song called "yellow bird" and my nana told me that "yellow bird" was my mimi's favorite song. maybe the homeless guy was psychic. then at one of the "free cocktail" nights on the cruise they were serving yellow birds. i don't know what was in it but i took it as a sign and drank a lot of them.

my uncle bought me a point and shoot camera for my birthday. did i mention that? i just had a birthday. i'm 25 now. anyway, i missed taking videos because as much as i love to take pictures, sometimes it just doesn't get the moment right. i made a stupid little montage of my trip. the video is about 6 minutes long haha. i'm still working on it. i like that i can bring that little camera with me everywhere. my nikon, as much as i love it, is a pain to bring places.

i quit smoking. i'm pretty happy about that, but i find myself sneaking one sometimes.

as soon as i got home i jumped right back into work. i asked for a few days off so i can get a bunch of hospital visits done. i'm pretty sick of this hurting, or that aching, i feel like an 70 year old woman. but i miss my friends and people i haven't seen in like a month. the past few weeks have been pretty enlightening. i think maybe i'm having a quarter-life crisis but in a good way. i want to renew and enforce the good things and get rid of the bad things and the bad people, and people that really just don't have any place in my life but i think i hold onto memories. but they are just that, memories. andy warhol has a fantastic quote that makes me smile and upset at the same time and it goes "the best thing about a picture is that it never changes, even when the people in it do."

i'm not dead!



( PICTURESSSSSSSSSS )

took some pictures of nika today. this one is my favorite. i took this in my room cramped up between my closet and my bed. we thumb-tacked a blanket to the wall and i just used an external flash. it's amazing what you can do with so little, haha.