i guess we have a cat now. we don't know what to name her, any suggestions?

someone i used to date told me red lipstick looked bad on me. i was annoyed but for whatever reason, i set it aside and i don't know why i didn't just tell him to sit the fuck down and get over it. oh well. i found it today and i'm happy about it. return of the makeup, kinda!

today:
- thought it was wednesday all day, even though i went to my tuesday classes.
- saw someone i recognize on 'to catch a predator'. oh god there are no words.
- roasted marshmallows over my stove.

err uh ummm: maybe i'll drink a pabst while i'm at it
err uh ummm: and eat a burrito
err uh ummm: and all the other shit they don't have in poland.
xkylebobx: you're mean
err uh ummm: i'm the nicest person EVER
err uh ummm: because i totally mailed some to you
xkylebobx: liar
err uh ummm: yeah you're right

poland obviously sucks.

i don't really have much of value to say in this entry.

HOWS ABOUT... if you're reading this, why don't you tell me something i probably don't know about you? i don't care if we've never talked before or if i see you every day. you can post anonymously if you don't have a livejournal or something. make it interesting.

i'll start... i have four moles in the shape of a perfect square on my neck. i'm convinced it means i'm going to be abducted by aliens or something.

and go!

3 strands of 100 christmas lights each = too many but i'm gonna try and figure something. maybe wrap them around my ceiling fan that i don't use. a makeshift chandelier, maybe.

i've been in a bit of a slump lately, not too sure why. lack of motivation to do shit. i can't really even explain. but somehow it helped me start drawing again, which i'm stoked on because i was in this 2 year blockage and it's over! but more importantly i really miss taking pictures and so that's my mid-june resolution for the rest of the year. i used to take my camera everywhere and i don't anymore so it's time to re-start. it started happening right when i got ahold of a bunch of expired 120 film. i didn't really lose interest, other things got in the way. the bummer being that things getting in the way got in the way of me making money by taking pictures. it only makes me feel worse that i don't have the time or money to stick it to the man and do my own thing. i'm a slave to the paycheck. sigh.

stuff summed up:
1) re-taking french, i can do better than the grade i got. not sure what other classes to take.
2) i keep getting asked so i will just say yes i am happy with my decision to not go back to nyc. i'll go back but there are more important things right now than dropping everything and leaving like i did before. i am an ~adult~ therefore i have to handle stuff all adult-like.
3) found some roommates. maybe moving out? idk idk. i always have all these grandiose ideas. reality is i'm totally broke.
4) doing audio for hedwig and the angry inch production until august. if you'd like to see it, let me know.
5) my car is on it's death bed. so i think i'm gonna paint gold stripes on the sides. i mean why not?

i always find myself asking people if they think we will see the end of the world in our lifetime, after sean o'brien asked me one night while sitting in his car and i didn't even hesitate before saying yes. i had a nice talk about it with dom earlier tonight and it made me feel okay that while north korea is probably gonna nuke us or a massive meteor is making it's way past satellites that are supposed to warn us before it destroys earth, i'm with someone that i care about. i don't think i'd want to spend the last few minutes/days/weeks of my life doing anything other than being really nice to people and not looting and drinking pink lemonade on my front lawn playing guitar. what do you think?

( My hair is red now. )

I got a job working as an audio tech for a theater production of Hedwig and the Angry Inch. I really like the people there and the job is similar to any other audio job and pretty easy, I'll be sad when the run is over. The guy who plays Hedwig, the girl who plays Yitzahk and I all had birthdays during the same week, so they made us a cake and sang happy birthday after one of the rehearsals. My birthday was last Saturday, we had a 12.5 hour day so I didn't do anything except work. Fascinating.

I bought a new bike. So let's go on bike rides! Right now. My poor old broken bike has been hanging out in the garage for a few months. After trying to fix it myself so many times, I was over it and didn't have time for it. So I think Monica is going to get it fixed and keep it. All I really need to do with this bike is re-tape the handlebars and maaaybe lower the seat a little bit.

Is it normal to name bikes? Who cares. It needs a name. Any suggestions?